Blog Blog Blog....How much of a fun word is that!!!!  It's been a while again.  Time to spill the beans.  Been having a major flashback week.  Two S.O.'s of the past are coming back to haunt me.  Not too sure yet if I made a mistake going out with either of them.  The confusion set in when I realized I had more fun with the so#1 than I did with so#2.  I have known #1 for a long time and I know how his ways.  My last experience with #1 was decent while it lasted.  I found out things afterward that weren't the least bit appealing, but he has good character, a fun personality and there aren't any weird/awkward silences when we see eachother. There's never a dull moment.  He's a great guy aside from the lack of commitment issue.  #2 on the other hand, had confusion/commitment issues last time and wants to "start over".  I haven't known #2 as long as #1 and I don't feel that I know him as well either.  He makes odd jokes that I'm not very comfortble with and has a weird way of trying to put guilt on my shoulders for things not working out between us when we first met.  I can't tell if he's joking around or if he's serious.  Says he's kidding but with an "I'm really not" undertone.  I'm getting a 50/50 on advice...some say wait for him to call, break our next date, then go out with him.  Others say I should just go out with him again and see how it goes.  I totally agree with a close friend of mine in the fact that I need to be fishing in a bigger pool, feels like I'm stuck in a puddle lately, a really really shallow puddle.  I 'll eventually make a decision but I think I'm just about ready to hand in my application to the convent.