Monday, November 29, 2004

Another weekend come and gone, fairly quiet as per usual. Had a pretty nice day yesterday though. Spent some time with a friend in from N.C. Kind of feel bad that I didn't get the chance to spend more time with him though. He's such a good guy at heart with some really bad luck. I'm very glad to know that he's doing better since his move though. He's with family, he has a good job with travel options, has a gf kind of. I'm excited that he's happy, just wish he could have had a better time coming home. The friend he was staying with gives him a hard time and from what I hear, most of his other friends didn't even try to visit him. Sometimes I just really don't understand people. Why can't they just have some compassion, loyalty, understanding. Honestly, people should learn to walk in others shoes for a bit and see how it feels to be in another's position. Think I'm just in a bit of a funk today.

Saturday, November 27, 2004

Gobble Gobble...Turkey day was kind of weird this year without Grams. Instead, this year her seat next to me was filled by my cousin who's in from the Navy for a few days. It was pretty strange to see him since it's been a few years since we've even spoken to eachother. Oh well, he's here and he's safe...that's all that matters, right? Not much to report on the "Mr. J" front. It's the normal dating stuff I guess. He met one of my bestest friends the other night though. First one out of all of them to meet him. Still haven't got much input on what he thinks of "Mr. J" since the place we went to was pretty busy and there wasn't much convo between them. Speak of the devil! Telephone calls. Ya know, he can be a real sweetie when he wants to be. I shouldn't say that b/c I think it just comes naturally to him. I don't even know where to begin explaining our "relationship". And I don't even think I can yet anyway. It's all too new and confusing right now. Guess I'll leave it as I like him a lot, and there are probably a lot of things left to like that I just don't know about yet. I just have to let time do it's thing. Hope it's that way anyway.

Monday, November 15, 2004

Pretty quiet weekend. Went to dinner on Friday night with "Mr. J" It was actually really nice. I enjoy his company and was uber disappointed when I thought he was just another jerk guy who stops calling. He explained what happened and I listened. I understand his job doesn't allow him to reveal much and that's ok for now. Still, he could have picked up the phone for like two seconds and called. Whatever. Anyway, dinner was good and the rest of the weekend I pretty much stayed in. I'm really not minding the whole staying in during the weekend thing. I'm too broke to be going anywhere lately. Aside from the fact that I think I'm getting pretty bored with going to the same old places all the time. And what sucks is that there isn't even anywhere new to go! Oh well, keeps me from spending all my cash anyway.

Monday, November 08, 2004

Update time. I have oficially decided that guys are the suck and I'm going to be the little old lady on the block with all the cats when I grow up. Seems that every time I meet one that I think is nice, I am totally mistaken and they end up wanting nothing but some tail. Don't know how the most recent one is going to turn out, but the outlook is not a good one. Mr. mystery is going to be out the door because I'm really in no mood lately to be dealing with peter pan/boyhood/commitment issues. So not my bag, and it's somehting that I'm getting really tired of. Are there really any nice ones out there?